Pics....

Here are my wonderful boys, I can't stop taking picture's I love taking them I feel like they grow up so fast and I'm not willing to let that time slip away and have nothing to share with them...I have gotten to the point that my camera is always in my car, Jon hates that I take so many but OH Well I love it and so do the boys, when they get married they will each have a Scrap book and a DVD of when they were young and all those in between moments......

SORE!!!!!

Okay so I started working out at a Town Club which is really great we have two here in town, and the reason I think it's great is because not only do I get to work out but the boys can swim, so like today I'm working out every other day just so I don't push myself to hard. So I did a class yesterday and man am I feeling it lol but today I will take the boys to swim and get them out and they love it every one's happy....And Hastings Pays for it so that makes it Extra Great as long as Jon goes 8 times a month which is also nice because I have been on him to work out for almost 8 years so maybe with this going so well I will be able to lose these pounds.. I don't want to lose alot but enough to make me feel better. And I have to say CONGRAT'S to my friend Anna Min for having a Baby Boy I think we were all very happy to hear he came and everything was Great! I have not seen him yet but I can't wait and the girls are so happy there Mom and brother are home and doing well. Well I'm off hope all is well with everyone~ Happy Days

Thinking......Not Good

Okay so as many of you know My Father passed away about 2 years now it was right after Jadon was born when I was in the hospital my Uncle had passed away and I couldn't go be with Family because I was on bed rest with Jadon for a week in the Hospital. So that was really hard on my family and then to have such a small baby 2 lbs and 12 oz and fighting for my own health the timing was not good ~ But on Christmas the year before my Mother in law got me a scrap book and I didn't know what to do with it mind you I have never been into that before. So I started putting picture's of my boys and thought what a great gift for my father, which lived in Florida since he never really saw them. Mind you we really didn't know each other either in till I was grown and married did we become close. Anyway after Jadon was out of the Hospital I was able to finish this Book and I gave it to my mom to mail off~ well my dad got it about 2 days later and he had some friends over for a swim party and he showed it off to everyone and said how proud he was of his grandson's~ and of the man I married and that night as he layed watching t.v. he passed away. Never getting to meet Jadon and only seeing my other two boys once and twice. When we went to Florida this last week all my feelings seem to come forth to be in the house my dad died in is Very hard and to know my son's will grow up not knowing him kills me. There are so many times that I wonder why all that happened to me at once My uncle then Jadon being so small and fighting a battle that I couldn't help him through and then not even two months later losing my father It's so hard not to wonder why. But I have to say I feel my Dad has given me more answers now then ever before I feel in my heart that my Step Mom deserves to move on and feel so sad for her to be alone but I don't know how I would feel to see another man in his place. I was so happy that Jon got to go with me because all those raw emotions come forth when I'm there if only he would have said that he wasn't feeling well and to come see him but there was no warning no goodbye's no I love you's, So I hope that no matter what you let your love one's know just what they mean to you and not to let that time pass you my....I guess with Father's day behind us I still feel so sad that I wasn't able to spend it with him. Just as long as it took me to make That book it took me this long to make a DVD of him and I shared it with his Wife but it took two years for me to finish because I couldn't get through it... I guess what I am saying is make every day count!!!!! And be so very Thankful for the Family you have let them know each and everyday.. I love you dad

Thing One-Three

Here are my Things love these shirts picked them up in FL at DW to cute..

Date Night....

So tonight we went out with some friends for dinner and had a great time laughing and talking it was so fun, It's nice to have great friends that understand and get you!!! Some times that's hard to find because if you know me there is No in Between it's Black or White..And I can be very honest at times but If I love you I will give you everything I have, But i would have to say even if I didn't I would not turn my back on you. So I guess that makes me sound a little better. That's how Jon balances me out I have learned alot being in the Church and meeting new people and Understanding were not all alike and that's okay but that also doesn't mean I will have you over for dinner lol....... But to be Honest my Family and friends are everything to me and I am just happy to have the friendships that I do. With having all our family in NM it's nice to be able to turn to my friends so thanks.... Anyway Jon got happy with the camera tonight so here are some pics.. And I have to say she's one hot Momma lol

Wisdom teeth

So today I went and had my Wisdom tooth pulled no big deal Dr. Lamb is the best but my head is killing me I just want to go lay down but I can't I have 3 wonderful boys....lol Half of my face is numb and on top of that I have not ate anything today just because when I got up it was 7am EARLY if you know me because I am still on FL time zone(nice) and I don't like to eat early it makes me sick and I called right around 8:30am and they got me right in... So there you have it poor me, But now I just want to go close all my blinds and turn on my fan and go back to sleep!! Just one of those days. Yesterday we had some crazy weather and I was out side taken pictures we even had a tornado and yes I was outside but it wasn't by me it was by the airport.. It was scary but I had to film it... Hello so here are some photo's

Okay GOLDEN RULE

Never ask a Women if she is Pregnant unless she has told you herself, or if she is very skinny and then gets a belly and only a belly and only if your good friends....... I was asked a couple of weeks ago and I was so mad and hurt all in one so Don't do that. if I wasn't feeling bad enough about the weight I have NOT loss since Jadon then this just pushed me over the edge, people Gain weight get over it..... We can't all have 3 or more kids and be a size 7 hello!!!!!!! Okay I'm done thanks lol