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Monday, June 23, 2008

Thinking......Not Good




Okay so as many of you know My Father passed away about 2 years now it was right after Jadon was born when I was in the hospital my Uncle had passed away and I couldn't go be with Family because I was on bed rest with Jadon for a week in the Hospital. So that was really hard on my family and then to have such a small baby 2 lbs and 12 oz and fighting for my own health the timing was not good ~ But on Christmas the year before my Mother in law got me a scrap book and I didn't know what to do with it mind you I have never been into that before. So I started putting picture's of my boys and thought what a great gift for my father, which lived in Florida since he never really saw them. Mind you we really didn't know each other either in till I was grown and married did we become close. Anyway after Jadon was out of the Hospital I was able to finish this Book and I gave it to my mom to mail off~ well my dad got it about 2 days later and he had some friends over for a swim party and he showed it off to everyone and said how proud he was of his grandson's~ and of the man I married and that night as he layed watching t.v. he passed away. Never getting to meet Jadon and only seeing my other two boys once and twice. When we went to Florida this last week all my feelings seem to come forth to be in the house my dad died in is Very hard and to know my son's will grow up not knowing him kills me. There are so many times that I wonder why all that happened to me at once My uncle then Jadon being so small and fighting a battle that I couldn't help him through and then not even two months later losing my father It's so hard not to wonder why. But I have to say I feel my Dad has given me more answers now then ever before I feel in my heart that my Step Mom deserves to move on and feel so sad for her to be alone but I don't know how I would feel to see another man in his place. I was so happy that Jon got to go with me because all those raw emotions come forth when I'm there if only he would have said that he wasn't feeling well and to come see him but there was no warning no goodbye's no I love you's, So I hope that no matter what you let your love one's know just what they mean to you and not to let that time pass you my....I guess with Father's day behind us I still feel so sad that I wasn't able to spend it with him. Just as long as it took me to make That book it took me this long to make a DVD of him and I shared it with his Wife but it took two years for me to finish because I couldn't get through it... I guess what I am saying is make every day count!!!!! And be so very Thankful for the Family you have let them know each and everyday.. I love you dad

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Thing One-Three






Here are my Things love these shirts picked them up in FL at DW to cute..

Date Night....



So tonight we went out with some friends for dinner and had a great time laughing and talking it was so fun, It's nice to have great friends that understand and get you!!! Some times that's hard to find because if you know me there is No in Between it's Black or White..And I can be very honest at times but If I love you I will give you everything I have, But i would have to say even if I didn't I would not turn my back on you. So I guess that makes me sound a little better. That's how Jon balances me out I have learned alot being in the Church and meeting new people and Understanding were not all alike and that's okay but that also doesn't mean I will have you over for dinner lol....... But to be Honest my Family and friends are everything to me and I am just happy to have the friendships that I do. With having all our family in NM it's nice to be able to turn to my friends so thanks.... Anyway Jon got happy with the camera tonight so here are some pics.. And I have to say she's one hot Momma lol

Friday, June 20, 2008

Wisdom teeth




So today I went and had my Wisdom tooth pulled no big deal Dr. Lamb is the best but my head is killing me I just want to go lay down but I can't I have 3 wonderful boys....lol Half of my face is numb and on top of that I have not ate anything today just because when I got up it was 7am EARLY if you know me because I am still on FL time zone(nice) and I don't like to eat early it makes me sick and I called right around 8:30am and they got me right in... So there you have it poor me, But now I just want to go close all my blinds and turn on my fan and go back to sleep!! Just one of those days. Yesterday we had some crazy weather and I was out side taken pictures we even had a tornado and yes I was outside but it wasn't by me it was by the airport.. It was scary but I had to film it... Hello so here are some photo's

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Okay GOLDEN RULE

Never ask a Women if she is Pregnant unless she has told you herself, or if she is very skinny and then gets a belly and only a belly and only if your good friends....... I was asked a couple of weeks ago and I was so mad and hurt all in one so Don't do that. if I wasn't feeling bad enough about the weight I have NOT loss since Jadon then this just pushed me over the edge, people Gain weight get over it..... We can't all have 3 or more kids and be a size 7 hello!!!!!!! Okay I'm done thanks lol

Thanks Sara I was tagged...

Sara has tagged me....

1. One thing I have to have at night is popcorn.... Love it

2. I have to sleep with a fan on so it hits my face but I also have to have 3 blankets on me.

3.I hate to hear people chew~ gum, food anything.. drives me crazy

4.I hate to hear people eat something in a bowl because the spoon hits the sides
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5. My sister's kids are genetically half siblings to my kids--Sisters married brothers the 1st time

6. I never wash my face with soap...

7. I love to wear socks I hate to be bare foot...

8. I love to Clean crazy i know but if I am stressed or mad I will clean to calm me down.... But no I will not come clean your house...lol

Some more pics from our trip







oh and by the way you will never see me like this again <--------------

Home Sweet Home!!!





Okay so we just got back from Fl and it was great but very Hot, and I am so tired I love being in my own home..... But this trip was more for the boys then for me and I know they all had a great time and Jon was loven every minute of it. Walking me around Every Where lol so here are some pics I took like 316 pics so I will let you see some. I will take some more tonight because we got the boys shirts that say Thing 1-3 too cute.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Some pics












well the other day I took the kids tro the DC and to the duck pond.. and got some cute pics here they are..

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

So my baby is sick!!!


Poor guy he woke up this morning and felt hot and after a few days with a cough I knew something wasn't right so off to the doctor's we went and sure enough he had a fever of 101 and had strep I feel so bad for him it's one thing when the older kids can tell you but he just sits there and smile's poor thing...... so now he has meds and he is eating and I hope he will take a nap, It's funny how mother's know when something is wrong with there kids Jon never question's me about the boys being sick and needing to go to the hospital. Every time I have done this for the most part I am right and that's one of the great things about being a mommy is how well we know our kids.... So on that note I am honored to be a mom.

stacy

Monday, June 2, 2008

Okay so he is a daddy's boy Whatever


lol too cute ....

Kids are home for the Summer!!!


okay so last night we made a chore list for the boys we do this every summer and then come school they stop for the most part, but anyway we went over all the chore's and points they can earn and how much money. They were so ready to get there points well on this list if you cry or yell or fight things like that you get points taken away. Well walking away from doing this the boys were on there best behavior but come time for bed little Jonathan went in to a yelling fit and kept going and going...... Needless to say he lost all his points for the day and that made him even more mad so this morning he comes into my room and right away Say's mom what can I do to earn Extra points (because we also put those on there) but boy was he ready to make up for what he lost yesterday. Too funny these kids~~~ but let me just say this is the best thing because they woke up got all there stuff done with No Fighting Which Never happens and it's 10:20am and I have nothing to do but two loads of clothes... (nice) dinner is started I cleaned my room well I guess I could clean my bathrooms but I will leave that till tomorrow..= ) This is so nice to teach my boys what I do everyday. And were not talking about allot of chores just the basics mainly there stuff... I just hate telling them over and over this way they do it or they don't it's up to them... So today I'm not sure what we will do right now they are playing the wii so maybe I will just wait till after Jon comes home for lunch and then take them out some where who knows it's nice and windy outside so all the windows are open (safe some money)... well I'm off for now here's some pics enjoy Stacy