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Okay so here it is little Jonathan is having Cowboy Week at school and today they were all going to dress up as Cowboys.. So he came home yesterday and said mom we need to go get Cowboy Clothes and I was thinking No Way I'm not doing that but I looked at my Little Boy with his Big Blue eyes and he was so happy I said okay, But where do I go I have never shopped for that stuff so I called Jon and he had to ask another guy so anyway I went and we got him a shirt and a hat.. And I have to say he looks so good so here are some pics, and to tell you the truth I think I got some major points for doing that.. Way to Go ME lol ~enjoy~

oh (btw) I'm loven the shirt maybe I will get one but I could never do the pants.....

Let Me know

Okay so I have been thinking about switching my Doc. and I told Jon ~don't you think they should have like a meet and greet for your Doc.?? I hate not knowing if I am going to like this new one or not and I don't think it's fair that I'm stuck with them... Does everyone feel like this or is it just me??? But I'm not sure what I need to do stay with the same one that I don't like? Or look for a new one that I might not like either? You guys need to help a girl out and let me know..

Stacy

OCD

Okay here it is my friends and family always tell me I have OCD when it comes to cleaning I think they might be right... I don't mean to but I really do love to clean when I'm upset that's the only thing that will calm me down, I know I'm weird but this morning I wanted to clean the kitchen and then I couldn't stop even though I cleaned house yesterday In a way I think it might be bad but for the most part I just like for my home and my kids, car and things to be clean..

look here's where it all started (and let me just say it's all the women in my family but my sister are the same way)

When I was young my grandma would tell us stories on how people would think that because they were Mexican then they were Dirty Mexicans and how much she hated that people would think that without knowing the Real truth which is far from the that....

Well when she would say this I would get really mad and I would think I never want someone to ever think that of me. And not only that but I can't stand to look at something dirty it drives me crazy and I know people say well if it gets done then fine if not then fine, Not for me it will get done I feel like just because I have Kids does not give me the reason to be lazy and not only that but I feel when people see your home, kids and car then they really see the person that you are...

Wrong or right that's how I feel now with that being said I feel different with my friends I don't care if there home is spotless I just love the person they are, And I know my friends feel like they have to clean up before I come over and I just think that's so funny cause I could care less. The one thing that I do care about and this will never change is if my kids are playing over at some one's house THEY will clean up after themselves no ifs ands your buts...

There's noway I want my Boy's wife's coming to me later saying they had to teach them how to do things... Oh No my boys will know how to do it all and be great at it.

So for all my Friends out there Just because I like My things to be that way does not mean I look at your things, To be honest I wish sometimes I could let go and not care so much so I Evey you.
So here I am telling you all yes I might be OCD but love me just the same..lol
Stacy

Pics

I thought I would put some great Picture's of the boys up... Enjoy

Marriage (Wonderful)

Okay so last night me and Jon are sitting there just the two of us watching the Oscar's Which by the way were okay I wanted Juno to win more but oh well.... Anyway I asked Jon if I was starting to look normal again~ Let me explain when I don't feel good or even if I'm just tired I tend not to want to get up and get dressed and do my hair things like that... So this week that he was home I took showers but didn't do my hair so really I was just a mess..... So last night I took a bath and did my hair and looked normal for once (it felt good too) anyway so I asked him and he said Stacy you can wake up and still be beautiful to me I don't care what you look like your perfect!!!!!

Does he get Points or what I told him that's what a wife always wants to hear and he said it, and to be honest I did need to hear that I feel so often that I just don't want to get all made up and I sometimes feel bad for Jon cause he has to see me like that more and more so It was nice to know he still See's me as being sexy as he would say...

It's so funny women or your own friends will tell you~ you look great but men some time's don't notice those little things so it's great when they do.

So Hat's off to my Baby........ Love ya
Stacy

So my baby is going back to work...

So here we are Sunday mid afternoon and all I can think about is this is my last day with Jon being home.. I hate that he has to go back to work I knew this day would come but I don't like it, for the most part I really like him being here with me and helping me with the boys. I just wish that the whole time he was off I wasn't in bed!!!

But I am sure he can't wait he loves to go to work and get away from us I'm sure~ the only down fall with him being here is I get nothing done in the house so I'm sure when Monday comes I will be back on track. I feel so much better and can't wait to just have this be a memory although last night my hips really started to hurt I never stopped to think how this would affect my Lupus and I sure found out but oh well there's nothing I can do but to deal with it for now....

Well here's to missing my husband come Monday and I know this next week I will be hearing how he needs to stay late to catch up on things........ But I love him all the same
Stacy

Terrible Two's

And so it started the two's are coming to the Newman house hold, Jadon has started to throw fits and say No all the time it's been so long since I have had to deal with this and yet when It comes I know them all to well. He has a mind of his own and he lets you know it I look at him and he's still so small and yet he can throw a fit like any other child. oh my little baby he has a sweet face and a mean attitude to go with it..lol

Oh well I will have to deal with it In till he's married because I don't think they ever grow out of the attitude...just look at me and I am married hahahahaha

Stacy

Gallbladder Out....

Hello everyone well as many of you know I had to get my Gallbladder out this last Weds. I was very scared and unhappy about doing it, I always have a fear of the unknown and this is something I am working very hard on. I have to say when I was getting all the testing done before hand I wanted to stop and go home and just be done with it but I did it and I was so happy with myself for doing that and then the day I went in to have it taken out the same thing I wanted to run and hide but I did it so little by little I am trying. I hate that I feel this way all the time I wish I didn't have a fear and could be normal like everyone else but it doesn't seem to be that easy.

These panic attacks all started when we had our first miscarriage they always say when something like that happens it sets something off, And boy did it but I wonder why after all these years does it still happen?? I do the breathing i do the talking through it and it works when it wants to..

I hate it I feel so alone when it happens I think why can't you just be normal but I guess this is just me and I have to understand that. But now that everything is done I hope to start to feel better and I hope to get in better health.

I do feel alot better so far and I thought things would be worse then they are, and I am so thankful for all of our family and friends and all the support they have showed us... love each and everyone one of you

Stacy

So here we are Tuesday afternoon and I have so much to get done today and can I just say I don't want to do anything...we have some good friends coming over early in the morning to take care of the boys and take them to school what alot to ask of someone I know and I feel really bad. not only are they doing all this they have to be at our house at about 5:50 AM I know thats soooo early and I wouldn't have asked them but jon is not allowed to leave the Hospital the whole time I'm in there which is messed up in away but I do understand why. So today I need to get my house clean, clothes washed, lunches made,dinner ready, go to the bank.. I could keep going but I wont I just want everything done so when i get home I'm not stressed out Jon said to me last night why do you feel you have to get this all done when I am going to be home??? Here's my answer~ I want to do it MY way so that I'm not stressed because your not doing it the way I want it.. Does that sound Rude yes I know but look Im not going to feel good and I dont want to be telling him what needs to be done all the time and getting mad at him for not doing it right. I have things just the way I want them and because of this he really never does them so I rather just do it for him now and that way all he needs to worry about are our boys. He's ganna have enough to do and I don't want him to worry about the house.

Needless to say I'm not the best person to take care of and he has been doing this for weeks now, I really feel bad for him he works full time and then has to come take care of all of us. He is a great man and I love him so much for all that he does...

Anyhow I hope this all goes well and I can start to feel better~ Please keep Jon in your prayers he'll need them.. =) let me just say I love this pic......

Stacy

Gallbladder..Need it or Not???

Okay so as many of you know I am getting my Gallbladder out this Weds morning. At first I was really upset because I am ready to just be healthy and in good shape, but I can't seem to get there. I hope that when I get this done I will feel alot better right now I am just ready for them to take it out..... So with this i am forced to be on a diet that I don't want to be on which is a good thing and a bad~ I have lost like 4 lbs in the last week. Needless to say I want a big FAT Fatty meal or even some good Choc. Any how thats what this week looks like don't you want to trade places with me lol. So here's a question for you if we don't need the Gallbladder then why on earth does it make you so sick and hurt so bad if you don't need it????

I guess that's a question I will not get a answer too....

~Stacy~

Happy Valentine's Day.

Happy happy Valentine's day to all of you, Jon just got back into town last night around 10:30pm and Man oh Man I missed him so very much. I don't know How I did it for two years with him being gone all the time it kills me now. As much as he might bug me I love having him home and lets not talk about the fact that I can SLEEP when he's here.lol Anyway today he went right back to work and I had to get some stuff done at the hospital and the boys have there parties today at school I think I might go to jonathan's at 2:30. Jonathan was so happy because he picked out a choc. rose for his teacher, lorenzo I made him get candy for all his teacher's if it was up to him he would have been fine not getting them anything..

And I think me and Jadon are going to go out and get everyone there Valentine's I would have done it earlier but I have had this Cold that has not gone away and it makes me just want to stay home. But today I am feeling better and plus I can't forget about all my guys!!!! Well enough of that i hope everyone has a great day with there loved ones.

Stacy

Meet Jacob Allen Newman

So I started this blog layout to keep everyone updated with photo's and updates on My family. And maybe some random thoughts that I would like to share. Since all my family members live out of state and most of our friends this is away to stay in touch with us.

So here is my first Blog~ baby Jacob he is Matt and Monica's baby boy. He was born on Jan.14 @ 12:38pm he was 7lbs 14 oz 21 1/2 inches long..

First off let me just say I was waiting for this baby for soooo long, Im sure Matt and Monica were sick of listening to me lol, But I couldn't be happier for thier family and for the Health of Mommy and baby! I feel my brother in law really took to father hood and you can see his love for not only his son but for the family they have...

I am so very happy for Matt and The women and son's that he has and wish them nothing but the best.... love ya guys

Stacy